She should've been at work today

Today's emotions were quite a bit different for me.

I'd put off stopping by her job to pick up her things. As I was driving over this morning, I kept thinking had it not been for the damned chemo treatment, she would have at least been able to enjoy going to work and taking part in every one's day as usual. The thread is that thin and I'm really having the most trouble yet accepting that.

I visited her oncologist to request her records. More remorse on his part and I feel its genuine and try not to focus my emotions on him personally. I'd wanted to pick up her records and he said he had no trouble with that but the records Nazis had a different thought. No HIPAA authorization, no records. So, back to square one or lawyer on that next week.

Here's Cheryl's Obituary as placed in her hometown newspaper by her Step Mother, Donna: Taunton Daily Gazette